I misused his trust?

Please read it because I'm devastated & need help how to deal with it or something.

So, me and my ex weren't together that long. But I can say that in this short time we laughed, cried, talked on the phone, loved, met so much. It was the best time of my life!
When he got serious with me, he wanted to part because we argued unnecessarily and it was too much for him. So he said 'give me my watch back' so I did it. When I gave him the watch, he was speechless. He left without words. I called him in the evening and he never cried so badly. He said 'I was fun, I didn't want you to give it back to me but you hurt me so much and so on.' I told him 'I'm sorry if you never told me I never would have given it to you' but never mind.

Then a few days later, things went up again. We sometimes argued about Telegram because he didn't want me to download it but one day I quickly uploaded it because there are leaks, songs that you get earlier. He found out and thought I was writing with guys. Unfortunately, he misunderstood. Since then he has believed me less. Well, we still had a good time. We said we loved each other anyway, went out, etc. He later persuaded me to play Fortnite, so I started. A few days later a SPANIER added me and he played a round with me in a team. What happened? My friend came online, saw it and parted. Reason? He seriously thought I was in contact with this player. But well, after 3 weeks of contact breakdown I dared to write to him. Day after day it got better BUT when I tell him I love him and miss him he doesn't believe me! He doesn't believe me anymore!

Guys I honestly tell you I would be the biggest Schl… Pe I would cheat this man, that would be the last! I love him so much, I said I only cry and want you but he says 'Yeah, it's good'. 😞 It breaks my soul. A boy wrote to me on Insta and I told him 'Sorry I had a friend, sent it to my ex and said' I knew you were in contact with guys, piss off my eyes, will never get together 'then he did blocked me. (Happened on Monday)

Now my question, will he ever get the trust again? Will he unblock me at all?

(Of course I'm giving him time now! Please don't say that he no longer loves me. I know him and his sensitivity. I know that he still feels something, he's just very hurt.)

Thanks to the people who read this and help me!

The problem is: you ask your questions over and over and pick only what you want to hear. Ultimately, it doesn't matter what you are told here because the thing will develop as it should anyway.

What you're doing is not love, it's just drama and hysteria.

Now my question, will he ever get the trust again? Will he unblock me at all?

he never had trust

and it will be his difficult task to build one up… So you can only hope that he can do it… Don't be treated in any way and prefer to retreat. If he wants something from you, he can land so bad. If you run after him, he won't think, because then he'll have you either way. I would not let the feeling arise. LG

Do you really want to be with someone who controls you and misunderstands you? Because this is how his behavior affects outsiders.

You can do whatever you want, in his eyes it's always wrong. And the worse he treats you, the more you cling.

This guy has a problem. He can't stand it if it's not all about him. And you do that 24/7, even though he broke up with you for no reason.

Your prey scheme is not good for you. A boy who really loves you does not bully you and demands impossible proof of loyalty.

You didn't deserve that and didn't need it. Head up, crown, move on!