I always realize when I like someone or think I'm cute. Actually, whenever I love someone. But now I'm just baffled.
Well, I have a boyfriend since Wednesday and have only known him since last Saturday. One may think that we have rushed it a bit, but it was the first boy who told me that he loves me, and what should I say?
Well, the problem is that he lives 3 hours away, which means we rarely see each other through family and stuff (do not worry, you do not just know us from the internet)
I was really sure, but in the last few days the feeling has honestly eased a bit, simply because we did not see each other and he almost never wrote to me.
And he has just written to me that he does not quite understand the distance and that he is no longer sure and believes that it no longer makes sense. I think he is right. When I got to know him better, I also realized that he is not 100% like I thought…
Then I suggested that we both think about it a lot and call tomorrow and clarify the whole thing. I just needed time, but he said he did not want his whole house to notice that and then I'm crying to bed… We agreed, we'll write tomorrow. I know it's all better and it would make my life a lot easier, because I would not have some problems, but all the same I have to think of last Sunday, it was the best day of my entire life and I miss him so much…
I just can't handle it… One second I love him above all else when I think about the last WE or the news we wrote, but then I think of the other, that he does not answer, that he knows Fortnite plays (do not mind, but he prefers to play with me) or watch series that I hate…
Help! Why is it so complicated?!
And then there's this other boy too… He's in my class and loves me, but I told him that I have a boyfriend because I was annoyed with him, but now that tomorrow is probably over with us, think I adore him all the time, but I do not know if I love him. The character is already great but I have to think of the smile of my friend all the time… He's not the prettiest but my friend…
My heart is torn because I just do not have a plan, who I love or do not love or like or hate or what I should do and write tomorrow and if you find this question stupid, then just go away instead of scrap, but you have to just believe how bad I'm and how confused I'm about everything…
You pupate and experiment with contacts to the opposite sex. You are totally insecure and full of self-zeal. So completely normal.
The whole thing has little to do with real love.
You can't give advice about loving someone because you feel that. It may sound hard, but in the long run it will be difficult to relate to it because of the distance. Also, I do not feel that love is as strong as you wrote about it.
Well, I have a boyfriend since Wednesday and have only known him since last Saturday.
Next I did not need to read…
You do not even know each other so there can be no question of love at all. You do not even know what that is and what you want. Take your time, meet more often in person (!) To get to know someone and wait first.
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Love you do not do either. Stay alone and find out what you want.
